fishy

the asphalt is an asphalt and my knee is a knee. i run on the knees of our future. our future is somebody else’s room. the room is a fish bowl. the bowl is the hole on the asphalt. the asphalt is where my knee becomes the asphalt and the asphalt becomes my knee. a second … Continue reading →

jelly

my feet feels like jelly my eyes are  watery. when I stretch my hands I can feel a tiny drop of rain at the tip of my finger. the exhaust blows the usual rrrrrr rrrrrr rrrrrr. the waterpipe blows black water from upstairs. Continue reading →

potong kue

di atas meja makan semua terjadi secara bersamaan: ibu mengunyah pempek aku menyobek risol mayones ayah mengelap piring dengan serbet ayah bicara serius ibu mengunyah ikan roa dengan nasi aku menjawab serius ibu ingin tahu lebih banyak ayah bilang nggak usah detil-detil, yang penting pergi ke ahli kami memotong kue ulang tahun ayah aku foto-foto … Continue reading →

sound level

18:07 41 db the sound of cars driving past 8 storeys below, not one of the electronics turned on, someone’s brushing his teeth inside the bathroom in front of the room, the door’s closed, water pours 08:27 51 db the sound of the train station sirene wailing, an elevator door opens, footsteps 11:11 74 db … Continue reading →

blah blah rain blah

the rain ruins everything your mood our ramen dinner our hair my shoes my diet your wallet our sleep my salmon pink trousers Continue reading →

cane

i bought another cane and lemon juice today the rolling machine flattened the cane sticks the juice gushed between two aluminum grinders I thought about anger management Continue reading →

shoot

set wardrobe breakfast cig break make up lights retouch direct action cut action cut action cut action cut action cut action cut action cut agency’s comment client’s comment snacks action cut comment action cut snacking snacking line pop take pictures on the set snacking lunch snacking dinner snacking line pop snacking take pictures on another … Continue reading →

pixie cut

hello granny hair now that I see the more of you the more I feel brand new Continue reading →

new lock

the front door is now only opens with our fingerprints the lock is hidden between fake grass hangs over our heads this office suddenly feels more like an office I see more people making creative templates they’re bored and unhappy and they want to make money and they want to feed their families and they … Continue reading →

we end and we begin again

the couch is cold like three years ago I remember the dead air eyes avoided familiar faces became strangers the vignette framing of the room the couch is cold like three years ago a loud cry is still heard the yellowing books are silent we all have monsters inside us the couch is still cold … Continue reading →